i feel like i am repeating and repeating over and over again =(

am i on the right track?

oh heck, 3 more chapters and i am done!

my life is boring in terms of entertainment side..

so i have receive a message from her..

i wonder what she is expecting, becasue, she shoot me..den say she is not blaming me..-_-"

i wonder what the message represents..

if it represents drastic measures and that is to isolate me for the next 1 month from the other teachers and workloads, or bad mouth behind my back..den ok lor..but then again, lesson learnt, this is usually how people use the tactics on others when one is leaving..

if strong words are used such as wasting efforts and love on me..den ok lor..cos u r the first person tt i felt u dun deserve my cheap tears after clarifying matters with the person tt i ought to

how do u expect me to accept ur dinner invitation when you just said all these things about me and dun even feel that it was a misconception about me?

seriously, even if i send the email to u, i still wont tik i would wanna maintain a frenship..cos i hav finally seen ur true colours

it feels like secondary school u noe..

i am downright emoing now..

esp after tt dream and tt vomitting

i feel sick and nausea..

i wish i could banish all the negative thoughts

adiel where r u???

i chance upon this email by our psychologist, lee yet wei..n it made my day =)


A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: 'I am blind, please help.' There were only a few coins in the hat.

A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words.

Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, 'Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?'

The man said, 'I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way.'


What he had written was: 'Today is a beautiful day and I cannot see it.'


Do you think the first sign and the second sign were saying the same thing?

Of course both signs told people the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective?

Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively


Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear.

Great men say, 'Life has to be an incessant process of repair and reconstruction, of discarding evil and developing goodness.... In the journey of life, if you want to travel without fear, you must have the ticket of a good conscience.'


This post is dedicated to the people around me who are feeling uptight, gloomy, upset and stress..

things will get better soon..jia you!!!

there's nothing for me to update actually!

hahaha..there's tooo many things going on in my mind!!!

politics is vexing and boring..

i m glad i m leaving it soon..happy happy

home-wise..things r better now..for the car is coming on tuesday

school-wise..still no news besides a reciept

work-wise-expected..things are no longer as it may be..conflicts and complaints is an everyday thing for the three of us

somehow or rather..i tik its time to leave soon..i dunno what to expect on monday..hahaha

but i m lucky to have a sweet boyfriend, other half and cuzzy to share my woes..

thank you=)